Friday, October 21, 2011

Secrets.




I don't like keeping secrets.
Well more correctly, I don't like keeping my secrets.  Which sounds a little crazy.  See, I am crazy good at keeping other people's secrets, "I'm like a vault, locked down."  But when it comes to exciting or scary or confusing or just secrets about me in general I am terrible at keeping them.

And as this new one is ridiculously exciting, I am pretty much bursting to share it.  There are so many friends and family that need to know.  But I don't want to tell anyone yet on the slim-to-none chance that it doesn't happen.  I have already told my parents, both my sisters, an aunty and my nana and pop so who knows who else knows about it really.

I also hate keeping secrets that I know are going to hurt some people in particular.  Those who have plans or are comfortable with the security of how things are now. 

 
Their worlds are going to be turned upside down and that's on me.  

But this is something that I really want.  And it's been a long time since I've done something just for me regardless of the consequences and others it affects.  I think it's about time that I take some me time and I know that if people really love and care about me they will find it in their hearts to just be happy for the passion and desire I am choosing to follow.

Stalk away for future breaking news.